Wednesday, September 4, 2013

The return to the run




Today was the NFL run series for our Baltimore Ravens.  I was supposed to run it.  My ankle did not cooperate.  I’ve been in physical therapy for about 4 weeks.  It’s getting better.  Soooo slowly.  Last week, I went to the trail at my son’s skate park.  My PT said I could walk and then run for a minute and repeat.  I ran a little and felt great.  Just to be outside again, running just a little bit made me so happy that I could have cried.  I didn’t over do it and just enjoyed the moment.  

Yesterday, at physical therapy, I ran on the treadmill for 6 minutes.  I felt like a rock star and was happy that I did not have to stop – not because of the ankle, but because I was worried that I would have to stop after not running for so long. I was able to go the whole time…sign of relief.  I didn’t want to embarrass myself in from of all the PT people. 

I was told that I could run tonight.  I was looking forward to it all day.  As the day wore on and I was getting tired, and I thought that maybe I’d wait.  My ankle was a bit tender.  Funny how much you want to do something and at the same time how much you don’t.  I got on my running clothes (half the battle with me for any run), got out my much-missed running belt and iPod.  I asked my daughter if she wanted to go.  We just signed her up for the Girls on the Run.  This is a program for girls from the 3rd to 8th grade. They learn how to run a 5k.  At the end of the program all the girls participate in a 5K.  I get to be my daughter’s running buddy.  The 5k is in December.  I hoping I’m ship shape by then. 

But back the run, my daughter and I drove to track.  The PT suggested not running more than 10 minutes for the first go.  We walked to the first lap.  Then I ran the other 3 laps.  The ankle was a little tender but afterwards felt fine.  I’m icing it right now!!  I didn’t get to run with friends tonight and end in Raven’s stadium but I was pretty happy with my achievements.   I was hoping to be signing up for a 10K by now.  Injury and perception can change things quickly. 

My next 5K, The Baltimore Running Festival, is scheduled for October.  I hoping I’ll be able to run the whole thing.  As badly as I want to get back to it, I have also promised myself not to push it.  Unless it Salt and Pepa…then it’s a dance/running party!